I Really Am Alone...

Every friend I've ever had has left me. Every single one. I have no one there for me. No one to have my back...not even my papa...

I've been backstabbed twice and have been abandoned so many times I can't even count. Not even a warning. I'm just dropped like I'm some sort of plague...I admit I'm a bitch. But I don't deserve all this sudden abandonment. I always get dropped and left like I'm nothing...<sub>every time...every fucking time.... *hot tears of anger and sadness come on her face* Well...fuck you! You were never MY friends anyway! You're just assholes that want me to be their toy!..


*scoff* Funny, how I come from never needing friends...from crying when they left. I've become soft.</sub>